2017, IT'S A NEW YEAR!!! And it's a new role for me as a new person as a mother, gave birth to my son and still learning how to nurse my baby. This new year is about survival for me, another challenge how to survive everyday when I can't even hit the snooze button every time my baby cries and limitation of my morning coffee intake. I always wondering can I be a good mother or am I doing it right since the very first week my baby born, when he cries, I cried even harder. It's never an easy thing for me.